看一看，哇！我整年没回来update过，太夸张了。
最近几个月白天用脑过度，还是打回中文，省省脑力的好。
一年没回来，有什么新鲜的要update？
让我想想……过很久的就不多说了，就说说最近几个月的吧！
感情上……So so咯，无风无浪的过了一年多。
家庭……一样咯……
工作嘛……10月的时候被“充军”了，本来不是很开心的，
毕竟觉得自己好像一颗多余的皮球，被踢来踢去，
但是过了3个月，又觉得这军被充得好啊！
不知不觉就2012了，感觉时间过得很快，
我去年好像什么都没做到吧？
今天本来难得上上Facebook想要delete和block掉一些不重要的人的，
没想到让别人捷足先登，竟然让她先把我block了，好一个狠角色！
算了啦，反正这些东西也是看缘份的，反而省了我的力气。
（但是心里还是会不平衡，怎么让她爬头了？）
前几天还梦到这个人的，难道……就是预言？
只能说又过了一年，无论心智上思想上又老了一年。
真的不能再浑浑噩噩了~~~
Friday, January 6, 2012
Sunday, January 23, 2011
* Friends *
Opps... I never came back for quite a long time since... June 2010!
Just something keep pop out in my mind these days, what is friend?
Do you have anyone to talk with when you are in trouble?
Do you find it's hard to find someone to share your happiness or sadness?
There was once I met something really makes me unhappy,
I search through my contact list and I realize I can't find anyone to share with.
(Of course that time I didn't have a bf yet!)
Grandma told me, "you don't need a big gang of friends,
you just need 1 person that understand you well".
Sometimes we just can't tell who is friend or enemy by just judging what they did.
Many people have a lot of "BFF", but who can last until the end?
For me, NOTHING LAST FOREVER.
Until today, I'm still having hard time on searching a BFF in my contact list,
but I know there are still alot people that understood me and helped me a lot.
There is no BFF in my life, but I have family, boyfriend and also "brothers".
(And also "sisters".)
Friends, we might not be able to meet up too often,
we might not be able to talk on phone for hours,
we might not be able to tell all our secrets to each others,
we might not be able to stand by each other all the time,
but I know we are always together, ALWAYS.
We didn't forget each other, but we kept each other in our heart.
I don't call you and talk for whole night, doesn't mean I don't miss you,
I just don't want to disturb your life;
I don't attend your invitation, doesn't mean I'm not interested,
I'm just too busy or unable to make it by that time.
For those people that I care now (eg. brothers & "default gang"),
I know you always care about me, think about me,
especially when you call me for gathering or any events.
Glad to have you all in my life, although I might not be the "BFF" in your life,
but I'm glad that we met, we gathered & laughed once in a while.
祝愿你们都过得比我好，因为你们有一颗善良的心，
还愿意记得我这个“没良心”而又不会表达自己和联系感情的人。
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011!!!
Just something keep pop out in my mind these days, what is friend?
Do you have anyone to talk with when you are in trouble?
Do you find it's hard to find someone to share your happiness or sadness?
There was once I met something really makes me unhappy,
I search through my contact list and I realize I can't find anyone to share with.
(Of course that time I didn't have a bf yet!)
Grandma told me, "you don't need a big gang of friends,
you just need 1 person that understand you well".
Sometimes we just can't tell who is friend or enemy by just judging what they did.
Many people have a lot of "BFF", but who can last until the end?
For me, NOTHING LAST FOREVER.
Until today, I'm still having hard time on searching a BFF in my contact list,
but I know there are still alot people that understood me and helped me a lot.
There is no BFF in my life, but I have family, boyfriend and also "brothers".
(And also "sisters".)
Friends, we might not be able to meet up too often,
we might not be able to talk on phone for hours,
we might not be able to tell all our secrets to each others,
we might not be able to stand by each other all the time,
but I know we are always together, ALWAYS.
We didn't forget each other, but we kept each other in our heart.
I don't call you and talk for whole night, doesn't mean I don't miss you,
I just don't want to disturb your life;
I don't attend your invitation, doesn't mean I'm not interested,
I'm just too busy or unable to make it by that time.
For those people that I care now (eg. brothers & "default gang"),
I know you always care about me, think about me,
especially when you call me for gathering or any events.
Glad to have you all in my life, although I might not be the "BFF" in your life,
but I'm glad that we met, we gathered & laughed once in a while.
祝愿你们都过得比我好，因为你们有一颗善良的心，
还愿意记得我这个“没良心”而又不会表达自己和联系感情的人。
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011!!!
Friday, June 18, 2010
* GREED is too much *
Sometimes I think I'm just too greedy.
When people give me something, I will want more.
I know he loves me very much,
I know he's giving his best-est to me,
but I just don't know how to be satisfy with what I have.
I just wish that he could spend more time with me,
wish that he knows how much I miss him,
wish that he could talk longer with me on phone,
wish that I'm not the one calling him first,
wish that he would think about me when I'm alone,
wish that we can be together as long as we can.
I think, I wish too much huh?
I think, he feels stuffy with the love I am giving.
Maybe I just have to calm down myself,
and put him out of my mind,
then I can concentrate on other things and give him more freedom.
Min Yan, don't focus on him only,
work hard, for your future okay?
*calm calm calm*
When people give me something, I will want more.
I know he loves me very much,
I know he's giving his best-est to me,
but I just don't know how to be satisfy with what I have.
I just wish that he could spend more time with me,
wish that he knows how much I miss him,
wish that he could talk longer with me on phone,
wish that I'm not the one calling him first,
wish that he would think about me when I'm alone,
wish that we can be together as long as we can.
I think, I wish too much huh?
I think, he feels stuffy with the love I am giving.
Maybe I just have to calm down myself,
and put him out of my mind,
then I can concentrate on other things and give him more freedom.
Min Yan, don't focus on him only,
work hard, for your future okay?
*calm calm calm*
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