Sunday, January 23, 2011

* Friends *

Opps... I never came back for quite a long time since... June 2010!
Just something keep pop out in my mind these days, what is friend?

Do you have anyone to talk with when you are in trouble?
Do you find it's hard to find someone to share your happiness or sadness?
There was once I met something really makes me unhappy,
I search through my contact list and I realize I can't find anyone to share with.
(Of course that time I didn't have a bf yet!)

Grandma told me, "you don't need a big gang of friends,
you just need 1 person that understand you well".
Sometimes we just can't tell who is friend or enemy by just judging what they did.
Many people have a lot of "BFF", but who can last until the end?
For me, NOTHING LAST FOREVER.

Until today, I'm still having hard time on searching a BFF in my contact list,
but I know there are still alot people that understood me and helped me a lot.
There is no BFF in my life, but I have family, boyfriend and also "brothers".
(And also "sisters".)

Friends, we might not be able to meet up too often,
we might not be able to talk on phone for hours,
we might not be able to tell all our secrets to each others,
we might not be able to stand by each other all the time,
but I know we are always together, ALWAYS.
We didn't forget each other, but we kept each other in our heart.

I don't call you and talk for whole night, doesn't mean I don't miss you,
I just don't want to disturb your life;
I don't attend your invitation, doesn't mean I'm not interested,
I'm just too busy or unable to make it by that time.
For those people that I care now (eg. brothers & "default gang"),
I know you always care about me, think about me,
especially when you call me for gathering or any events.
Glad to have you all in my life, although I might not be the "BFF" in your life,
but I'm glad that we met, we gathered & laughed once in a while.

祝愿你们都过得比我好,因为你们有一颗善良的心,
还愿意记得我这个“没良心”而又不会表达自己和联系感情的人。

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011!!!